So I live in a place that is not Texas or Provo. It is called BOSTON. Yikes. I've been telling people for about the last 4 months that I was going to move here, but now I'm actually here and it's weird/crazy/cool/scary/new/exciting/AHHHHHHHHHHH! Be kind, rewind.
Sunday my mom and I got in and I have an awesome cousin and his family who just moved here so he could start grad school at Harvard, so he picked us up and took me to drop my 5 suitcases off at my house before taking us to our hotel. Family is great. I feel so blessed not only to have a lot of family, but to have aunts and uncles and grandparents who made such an effort to keep us close! Anyways, so we walked into my room in my house and my roommates had left a bouquet of roses and a big poster that said, "Welcome to the Nottinghill House" on my floor. How great is that? Seriously, these are some really nice people. Incredibly nice. One of my roommates in particular is always asking what she can do to help. I'm not really the kind of person who just LOVES for other to people to help me, but she just walks in and pretty much makes me let her help me, so it's great.
Monday I took a theory placement test, and I am now taking a "Theory Review" (aka I didn't pass). My brain was hurting real bad. Then my mom and I went to Target and got stuff and then I had to go back for a pointless meeting and then we went to Ikea.... it took us over an hour to get there. Life lesson learned. Don't plan to leave Boston during rush hour. You will go pretty much nowhere. But we got to drive out of Boston and see how pretty the surrounding area is. How lucky am I to be living here for the next two years??!?! Ikea turned out to be a pretty miserable experience because we found all of the cute stuff we wanted to buy in the showrooms upstairs, and then went down to the place where everything is all boxed up and some of our main purchases were sold out. LAAAAAAAAAAAME. But that's pretty much how it was everywhere... When you are living in a serious college town, all of the "dorm stuff" and "college 09" stuff and "cheap stuff" is going to be sold out.
Tuesday I found out I failed the theory test, which was a lovely start to my day (actually it didn't really phase me... I knew I would fail... at least I answered German Augmented 6th or Neopolitan when I didn't know!), then we went to Bed Bath and Beyond and Costco and made a few really excellent purchases. Then I met with my counselor, who is a really nice old guy who said he had been to Utah once!!!!! CONNECTION! So Tuesday, the day before school started, at approximately 2:45 I had a schedule figured out. What planning... let's just say for an ex-peer mentor that was a little rough on my nerves. So I have 8 credits: Lessons with Linda Toote- 3 (yes my flute teacher's last name is Toote), Orchestra/Wind Ensemble or whatever I actually end up making it into- 1, Remedial Theory, which is online and doesn't even start until Oct. 26- 2, and Research Techniques-2. In case you didn't catch that... I only have one real class. Being a graduate student is amazing. Tuesday afternoon I had my audition for performing groups and it went well I guess. It was only 7 minutes and I played some Mozart, Debussy, and a lot of Firebird. I wouldn't say I nailed it, but it went well enough considering the preparation I put in, I thought. The not-so-wonderful thing is that we don't find out until Monday or Tuesday what performing group we are in. This is not-so-wonderful because I STILL don't know my schedule and would really like a JOB. Tuesday we went out to dinner with Casey, Amanda, and Co. to this cute little Thai restaurant over in Cambridge called Sugar and Spice (?). Delish. And then my mom was supposed to go home Wednesday morning, but considering how little we had gotten done, she was a gem and decided to extend her trip until Thursday morning. Thank you, mom. This also meant I got to spend one more night in a nice hotel, not in my house with a shower that is pretttttttttttttty creepy. Yep. Oh, and on Tuesday we went to the BU Bookstore, which happens to be a Barnes and Noble, and purchased BU paraphrenalia-- actually I just got a red sweatshirt that says Boston University on the front. I wore it Tuesday night because it was a little chilly and I just have to say, I felt like a traitor wearing enemy colors.
Wednesday was a day of freedom!!!! It was the first day of school at BU, but not for me because I am a really cool grad student. We went out to Ikea again and were a little more successful, spent a lot of time at my place setting up, putting things together, cramming things in places, and unsuccessfully hanging mirrors. It was a very good day. I always like going places with my mom.
Thursday morning my mom left and I had my first class. On Sunday at the dinner table I asked my family how many breakdowns they thought I would have this first week and my dad said to hope for none. I only asked the question because I think somehow I am notorious for having breakdowns in my family, which is SO WEIRD because I don't really think I have them that often. Anyway, back on topic, walking away from my mom was the closest I got to a breakdown, but I stayed focused and kept walking toward the T stop with only a few minor tears making it out despite my attempts to keep them from crossing the huge dam of my lower eyelid (is that even called an eyelid?). I can't live in Boston and be a sissy. People don't walk around crying. So I went to my first class in this ancient library and it was nice. My teacher is freaking awesome and said that since the class was only a 2 credit class and the class was scheduled to meet twice a week, an hour and a half each time, we would only come once a week for two hours. How cool is he? So I now officially only have class on Tuesday (until I find out audition results). And the BU library is much lamer than the BYU library. The end. Thursday afternoon I went with my roommates to Costco and some other places, one of which was the BU food court for lunch, and this man came up to me and handed me a Kaplan flier and said, "Someday, you'll go to grad school," and I said, "I'm actually a grad student, thanks." Some things never change. P.S. It is 6.50 for a sandwich in the cafeteria. What do they think we are? Loaded?
That all brings me to today. I slept in, sort of, then woke up to organize my room and paint my wardrobe thing. Then I practiced, went to a meeting, practiced, and went to flute class, and now I am back here at 10:00 on a Friday. First, I have to say, I am REALLY excited about my new flute teacher. She is awesome, and I have my first lesson tomorrow morning. I don't know what I will play, but I hope my lesson will be awesome. All of the other girls in my "studio" are really nice, too. One girl came up to me and was so friendly and nice and I have made friends with a few other flute grad students this week and they are all just so fantastic. I really like them. When we were leaving flute class they were all talking about how they loved my little Texas accent and I was like, "I don't have a Texas accent!" Seriously. I really don't. So my lesson is tomorrow at Symphony Hall downtown (where the BSO plays-- she plays a lot in the BSO), and it is going to take me probably 45 minutes to get there. Crazy. It takes me about 30 to get from my house to school. About 5 minutes to the T stop and 17-25 minutes on the T or waiting for the T. It's a party.
A few things I want to say. #1: People have been so incredibly nice and helpful to me since I have moved here. There was a really nice man in the T station today who helped me buy my monthly pass and even showed me how to swipe it without taking out my wallet, a really nice lady at BU who helped me find my counselor's office, a nice orchestra conductor, a nice teacher, super nice roommates, nice people at the hardware store, and the list GOES ON. I'm just going to pass my judgement now and say I think people in Boston are nice. I'm reading this book
The Alchemist right now and it's kind of strange in some ways, but the book is about this boy who is trying to achieve his "Personal Legend" and a wise king taught him that when he is trying to achieve his personal legend the whole earth conspires to help him achieve it... or something like that. I just feel like that is totally happening here. I don't really know what my "Personal Legend" here is (cheesy, I know), but so many things are just falling perfectly into place and I feel really good about being here and feel like I'm really being watched over. I've had a lot of really awesome conversations with people already where I've been able to express my beliefs and truths that are important to me, and I feel like I'm here for a reason and that I'm needed here. It feels good. But, if the earth wanted to conspire to help me a little bit more it could help me find a job and I wouldn't have any hurt feelings.
That being said. It is now 10:15 on a Friday. I got home from class at 9, my roommates are all out at various activities and I'm just chillin.... I feel a little bit sad and like I kind of wish I had all my old friends here for me to hang out with, etc. It's just the truth. It's going to take me some time to make friends. BUT. I listened to a devotional by Elder Holland on the plane on Sunday about Lot's wife and not living in the past but living now and living for what is to come, and I've decided that I will do that for the next little while when it is going to be a little hard to stay positive and optimistic about the future when I kind of miss some aspects of the past. Wishing for my old friends will only make it harder for me to find new ones. So I am preparing for optimism. Hooray.
And lastly, I really want to get a job... and soon. And one more lastly, I would really like to play in the Symphony Orchestra for the concert they are playing at the Kennedy Center in Washington D.C. in November. I don't have any really great feelings about that happening, just saying it would be neat. Alright, more updates to come soon, including pictures of my room and my house and an exclusive look at my first day in my new ward. Heh. Should be fun.